Blanc Thoughts

Forgot to take my Wellbutrin today so that’ll probably account for my sour and tired mood.

Unless I did take it? Jesus…I need to find that pill organizer.

A lot has been going through my mind these last few weeks. I try to stay grounded in my own reality, but the internet drags me into this world stage that I don’t want to be a part of anymore.

I was a super liberal in my teens. Now, 25 years old I am beyond tired of it all. Theres privilege in that somewhere, but I don’t care. I’ll vote for the democrats, whatever. Nobody is trying to win my vote except the lunatics on the right and you can’t go with them, so I’ve resigned myself to the blues.

The truth is that I can’t keep up with the LGBTQs, the Palestinians, the Politically Correct and all these other social issues.

I guess it’s because I’m not affected by it. Which I guess makes me a bad person. At least it’s how I feel. In addition to resigning myself to the Democrats, I’ve resigned myself to being a bad guy.

I am the apathetic, straight white man. There is no room for my voice anymore unless I’m speaking solely on behalf of others.

Perhaps things will change when I’m a father.

I was once asked if I pitied myself. The question bothered me so intensely I ended the situation fast.

Maybe I do, maybe I don’t – truth is I didn’t care to explain myself and I don’t care to now.

Let it all fall around me. I don’t care anymore.