Hi! Checking in.

There’s a lot of drafts on this site that will never be edited, reread, or posted.

I’m working on not hating myself – or any outward representation of self that I put forth into the world.

I’ve already beaten myself to a pulp over not finishing any of those posts. I don’t have the energy to start that cycle over again.

I tried to write about dysthymia again. I can’t do it. It feels pathetic. I know my life could be worse (thank you therapist #2 for being an ass).

I’m okay and wouldn’t want to worry a reader. The dysthymia has been really bad these dark months, but I’m doing what I can.

Talk soon.

Darren